30 Days of Truth | Day Nine

I'm so behind with these I have three days to catch up on so lets get started!

Today's Topic: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

The Answer:
The girls in this picture!
They were my friends, my family.
We were in theatre together & I think we spent more time together than with our actually families!
Eventually we all separated for different reasons.
The theatre evaporated, some of us left before for person reasons or to focus on other things.
Nicole, Kandice, Courtney & Emily!
(also Allissa but she isn't pictured)
I love these girlies & miss them like crazy..
mmm..
I feel like a reunion is in order.

The diary of a young girl who is going through a mid-life crisis

Time.
That's whats been on my mind a lot on this relaxing day off.
I know most people cant wait till they turn 18.
'Freedom at last!'
I feel the complete opposite.
I was raised with a lot of freedom as I hit my teen years.
My moms rule was I could have freedom as long as I didn't brake her trust which, in all honesty, I've never really done. So my last few years I've had what most kids could only dream of. But I never took it to extremes, which I don't regret. I'm glad I didn't do EXTREMELY stupid things (not that I've never done any stupid things, I will admit I've had a fair share of those).
I think part of the reason becoming an adult is so bitter minus the sweet to me is because I've always expected myself to be so much further with my life.
I used to hate when people would ask me 'What do you want to be when you grow up?'.
I'd say 'No, its what do I want to be now.'.
I said I was going to accomplish everything & conquer everything before this age so when I was an adult I could find new things to accomplish & do.
So eighteen is not coming easy for me.
I have to not only worry about my career & school, but also, where I'm going from here.
Which is proven to be difficult seeing how a lot of things to me are depending on one certain thing that just seems to be in a constant stuck position.
I have no control of the situation either which is making me realize how much of a control freak I am!

Anyways,
because I want to end this post on a happy note so.. Let pretend like I'm actually looking forward to my birthday. What should I do for it?
I was thinking about doing it at a roller rink & to a 70's themed?
I'm just dying to bust out my tube socks & Farrah Fawcett hair.

Also, tonight I made a wish at 10/10/10 at exactly 10:10:10. It felt magical :)