Dear Future Husband,

I want to marry my best friend.
I want to take pictures together & of each other, & you to not get annoyed by this.
I want to hug & kiss & to love.
I want to look at each other & know exactly what each other are thinking.
I want to love God together.
I want to travel together.
I want to help people together.
I want to have dance parties in our living room, just us.
I want to make yummy meals together.
I want to dress up for you & take you out when you are feeling down.
I want to come home to daisy's... my favorite.
I want you, all of you, & I will always give you all of me.

Promises

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Dear Future Husband,
Here are a few things I can promise you

- I promise you I will joke about how much of a catch I am & how lucky you are to have me, but deep down inside I will be wondering why the heck you picked me!

- I can promise I will complain when you leave the toilet seat up, I have a phobia of touching the toilet seat & putting it back down involves touching.

- I can promise I will always be on your side

- I promise to never let OUR room get as messy as mine is right now.

- I promise to make you pasta & spaghetti even though I hate it.

- I promise to be mad at you if you don't kiss me goodnight

- I promise to never give you a reason not to trust me

- I promise to always be excited when you get home, even if we are in an argument

- I promise to convince you to take out the trash & occasionally put the dishes in the dishwasher

- I promise I'll be over dramatic sometimes, especially when its that time of the month. Feel free to turn your head from me & laugh really hard when I start crying over something dumb like my finger nail polish not being the right color when I painted it on as I thought it was going to be when I bought it, but when I'm on that kind of emotional rollercoaster, you may even want to leave the room to chuckle at my over dramaticness, to save yourself from an even more stupid & emotional fueled rant

- I Promise my job of your best friend will always come first, even before my job as your wife.

When he likes it & decides to put a ring on it

I think this is by far my favorite engagement reaction. When I watched it I couldn't help but giggle! Whenever I see people get proposed to I always have this feeling like.. something is missing. Some element of excitement. Watching this I feel fulfilled! I mean, he didn't even have to propose! I always imagined myself very composed when I get proposed too but watching this I've come to the realization I'm totally not going to be! This is so much more my personality. I hope my future husband has some ear plugs handy when he decides to pop the question because some screaming & jumping up & down will definitely be in-store

Dear *Blank*,

I pray that instead of running away from me,

you runaway with me.

I pray you're never question if I'll be faithful,

just know I'd never hurt you.

I pray when things get rocky between us, you work at it & not give up

if for no other reason, then for me.

I pray you remember the way I look at you & the love in my eyes & know that the last thing I want you to do is to walk away from me, & that alone makes you stay.

I pray you understand that I am a great girl (most of the time).

I deserve to be happy.

I deserve to have what makes me happy.

I'm sure you agree.

but.. what makes me happy is you.

never forget that.

30 Days of Truth | Day Five

I know, I'm bad.

I didn't do mine for yesterday!

I actually fell asleep while I was writing it.. So I'll double up today.

Today's topic: "Something you hope to do in life"

the answer:

I hope to have a long, happy, successful marriage.

I want to truly love someone with all my heart for a life time.

I come from a family of failed marriages, relationships.. everything.

I personally have never met my father.

My mother ended a ten year marriage after years of emotional abuse & dishonesty.

I remember having one of my relatives telling me "Men cant be faithful. They will ALWAYS cheat".

That stuck in my head & scared me away from relationships for so long.

But now that I'm older & I realize those are just words of a bitter old lady.

But still, I have personally witnessed so much cheating & lies...

I feel sorry for my future husband.. cause I do have issues that will not be easily dealt with..

But I want a guy that WILL deal with them..

A guy that will prove to me that they are not all the same.

Some one that will honor me, cherish me & be faithful to me..

& someone I will do the same for,

because I know its a two way street.

Dear Future Spouse,

I kinda want to love you like I love my puppy.

I know that sounds weird but hear me out.
I've had Harley for awhile & I still find everything he does insanely cute,
& I still love waking up & rolling over in the mornings to see him staring at me lying on his pillow. It puts a huge smirk on my face, every time, without fail.
If I had that with a guy.. whoa, I'd be the happiest girl in the World

Also,
I couldn't even stay mad at I'm when he chewed up my $40 UO flip flops..
Now that's love..

Dear True Love,

Lets just run away together.

Life is crazy, & You have responsibilities & so do I.

I'll try & back out, & say I have work, or school but don't let me.

Lets lay on the beaches in Mexico, Lets kiss under waterfalls, Lets sit on the pyramids in Egypt & lets climb Mount Everest.

& When we have children they will see how much we love each other & they'll want what we have.

& we will know that after watching us they wont want to settle for less.

I don't know where you are in the World.

If I've already met you (which sometimes I think I have), or if I haven't.

If you're reading this now, or not.

I know these are the best days of my life & I really try to enjoy them as much as possible, but

All I know is until I'm wearing your shirt, humming love songs, barefoot in the kitchen fixing you your favorite breakfast because I know you are going to have a long day of work that day,

life just feels incomplete.

You don't need a dollar baby, to steal this heart of mine.

I want this song played at my future wedding.

So perfect for the occasion

Dear future husband + wedding party,

If I didn't already have my the song I want to walk down the aisle to picked out,
we would be doing something like this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0.
Isn't that just the absolute best?

Dear future husband, part one

{this is Mr. and Mrs. Joshua Davis. aren't they cute? I live by there blog. Check it out here http://taza-and-husband.blogspot.com/}

• I hope you wont mind the fact that my feet are always cold when I get in bed.

• and that I want to travel the world.

• That I wake up at odd hours of the night with completely crazy ideas to start writing a book that I'll probably never finish or to make something that I'll probably never use again, and I cant go back to sleep until I feel like I've done enough for that night.

• That I have an intense craving for ice cream after dark and I get very cranky if I don't get any.


• That it takes me 45 minutes to do my hair properly and I get angry if you rush me, but if you aren't ready when I'm ready, I feel it appropriate to rush you.

• I hate sleeping with a sheet.

• Johnny Depp will still always have a piece of my heart.

• Sometimes I do grand jeté's through the grocery store.

• I like staying in bed all day, watching Audrey Hepburn movies and eating ice cream for breakfast.

• When I go to musicals, I sing.

• When I go to ballets, I cry.

• I have a strange obsession with pretty instruments I cant play.

• I cant sleep with my closet door open.

• I love old Scooby Doo shows, and always will.

• I'm obsessed with candles.