Then I got hit by a bus...

Tonight it hit me.
That I'm really leaving.
For the first time instead of talking about how "exciting" me leaving was I really got to thinking about how sad its going to be too.
& I cried, I wont lie..

Here are the things that I will miss

1. Not having my mom there to go crawl in bed with when I'm having guy problems.. or I'm just on my period & in an emotional mood.

2. Having my puppy there to cuddle with. He always takes my troubles away with one head tilt. He knows when I'm sad & when I'm mad & knows how to comfort me.

3. Dr. Pepper. I've given up the addiction... but not even having the option to go buy one even when I'm having a really bad day?? Harsh....

4. My friends. I know I've been so busy lately & I've been horrible at keeping in touch. But I have met some of the COOLEST people growing up. Its so sad leaving them behind. We are all growing up, doing our own thing. Its sad.

5.I'm going to miss one of my best friends, Chellce's, graduation.
A day I once planned on wearing a "I HEART CHELLCE" shirt & bring a megaphone to, I will now be halfway across the World. Sad day.

6. Netflix

Now that reality has set in I think I better hit the hay so I can spend as much time tomorrow hanging out with people since its the last time I will get to see most of them.

I can promise you, tears will be shed.

Goodnight lovely followers.

Kiss the ones you love.

You never know when their destiny will call them/you somewhere else.

Today distance suck & all I want to do is hold your hand

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
When the world treats you way too fairly
It's a shame i'm a dream

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from the mouth

Oh-Oh

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you

Chelsea's 'almost' in China

She had to be at the school at 2:30am,

I spent the night and we planned on staying up all night but for some reason I just couldn't make it.

I was out by 1am and she woke me up.

When we got to the school she was really excited.

I was excited for her!
She wont be back for two weeks. :(

She got lots of HUGS!

Last minute kisses

Then got on the bus....

And then she was off..

Hurry back Chels!

But have a good time.

WE'LL MISS YOU!

grandma's are my favorite

(above is my grandma when she was around my age.)

This morning I had a lovely conversation through text with my grandmother,

(yes, she can text. She is quite hip)

and I realized, I MISS HER!

I hope I get to go for a visit soon.

I miss hanging with my grandparents and eating her amazing food, and the country.

oh boy do I miss the country!

These city lights are getting too bright for me.