bahahaha

It shoots fine on every other day of the week too

I used to never want a tattoo.

I loved tattoo's,

I just didn't think they were my thing.

Over the years I've changed my mind.

But I still don't think I'm ever going to want a BIG tattoo.

It just doesn't fit who I am.

I'm not really someone who is ever going to have

a huge sleeve on there arm.

I'm not against them,

like I said,

it just doesn't fit who I am.

The tattoo's I want each have a symbolic meaning

and are in places that aren't easy to see.

So when I'm a grandparent

and wrinkly

{yuck}

They will be easy to hide if I no longer want to show them.

BUT!

If I ever did get a pretty big tattoo,

I would definitely get this one.

I love it.

I grew up watching westerns with my grandparents

and at a young age I fell in love with the female

heroins in there pretty dresses

hiding there guns in there garters,

and I knew I wanted to grow up and be just like them.

Dear late nights, I haven't missed you like I thought I would

Late nights have been my life lately.

I do not understand it, nor do I like it. I have suffered from insomnia even as a baby. But as I've gotten older I've been able to help monitor it a little with sleeping pills. But back in the day I used to never sleep and never wanted too. But that was back when I had a life and I was always hanging out with my best friends and partying all night. Now my friends have moved away or are in relationships that take up there time and I have a dog who is like an actually baby human being, who I spend most of my time taking care of. The last few nights I haven't been able to sleep a wink until around twelve in the afternoon and even then I only get a few hours. My sleeping pills have lost all effect. I've been suffering so heavily from health problems, my rest was the one thing keeping me going. I'm praying for an amazing recovery, my mom is talking "doctors", yuck! I'm hoping that once I get out of the house for the first time in forever this coming week I will start to feel like my old self again.

Obsession

• I'm obsessed with Ghost Whisperer
• I'm obsessed with Jennifer Love Hewitt
• I'm obsessed with this picture

Saint Era

"I'll wait by the sea, to hope that my heart will come back someday"

LightParade

So I feel like a bad friend if I don't post something about these guys.

I've known Jeremiah (center) since I was itty bitty,

and I've met everyone in the band and lets

just say they are just about the coolest guys you'll ever meet.

Super nice and fun!

They JUST today dropped some music and you HAVE to listen to it!

{go here}

They've also had some way awesome people

such as Stephen Christian from Anberlin

say some amazing things about there music.

Which you can see here

as well as the must read review.

You wont regret it.

If you are in town sometime you also need to check out a concert.

They sound just as amazing in person!!!

They are going to be the next big thing,

so I'd check them out before there too big ;)

haha

Dear Lord,

If you are listening,

please bring me a Schlotzsky's Vegetarian Pizza.

I honestly believe it is the closest thing to Heaven here on this earth.

I'd never ask for anything again.

At least not for a month.

hehe.