when it is gloomy I dream of sun

this picture is from a few days ago when it was sunny & warm.

Today it is not sunny & warm.. it is gloomy & cold.

Lecture today was intense & for some reason my spirits feel gloomy today as well.

I need a hug, some uplifting words & some hot cocoa

Happy Belated Hump Day

Today if I wrote a post it would be filled with a lot of 'I hate' & despair.

Some of it due to the fact its early in the morning, some due to the things going on in my life.

But I shall try to just keep my mouth shut,

cause everyone knows it only takes a second for everything to turn around.

Today, I feel like I sank a ship... that I was on.

It started off as an awesome day!
I got up early.
Had plenty of time to get ready.
Romeo & Juliet (The Killers) was playing on the radio as I drove to church.
Church was amazing.
The rest of my day was pretty amazing.
I take a nap,
BAM!
I feel like I got hit by a truck.
I feel depressed & don't even know why!
Probably because my roommate/ gay boyfriend (he really is gay.. I don't secretly have a boyfriend that I'm calling 'gay' as a slur haha) is out of town for the week in Puerto Rico with his family.
So sad.
No late night ice cream runs & my vegetarian buddy is gone.

R.I.P.

As everyone heard, Michael Jackson died yesterday.

I think the best thing ever was right after it was confirmed that he died on the news I changed the channel to MTV, and they interrupted the program to play the WHOLE "Thriller" video in honor of him. It was quite awesome. And yes, I did get up and dance along haha.

p.s.

Farrah Fawcett also died yesterday, rest in peace Farrah. You CREATED the word gorgeous. You will be dearly missed.